So lately I been vibin to this John Legend, "Evolver" cd... I love it. Right along with the Ryan Leslie. Keri Hilson cd is good too. But whateva... Anyway, being single has always been a love/hate thing with me. It has its ups and downs. You would think that if your single, you cant hurt anyones feelings... NOT the case. And I swear, I never meant to hurt anybody wit my bullshit.
Admittingly, I have done some very wrong things to the other sex. And Im man enough to note that and try to change my wrongs the next time around. I just want a woman, not a girl, thats woman enough to accept me and all my past endeavors. Just because I wasnt shit when you met me, doesnt mean its goin be the same later on down the line. Nobody knows what the future holds, so I cant make gurantees. I dont expect my woman to make gurantees either. All Im askin for is a woman who knows how to let go. Live and let go. Im not saying the women who Ive previously been involved with were not strong, but they didnt know how to drop shit. I dont like to argue. Life is too short to dwell on bullshit. Ima make more mistakes, I already know that. And Ima expect my woman to make mistakes also... But heres the big picture...
If I love you... Then I love you. If you are the woman that God chose for me to have accompany me through my dreams and the one meant to share my future with... Then Im with you all the way. Check my track record, when I say "I love you"... I mean it. They left me. I didnt leave them. I love and respect them still, but they left. Im not mad, becuz I feel like it just wasnt meant to be. I dont hold grudges. But this is also why I say I need a strong woman. Somebody who isnt goin to break easily. Cuz honestly, Ima put you through the trenches before I give you all of me. Sorry. But all I have in this world, once you might leave is myself. If I give you all of me, and then you leave me... What do I have now? A broken heart and a box of tissue? Fuck that. I have to protect me at the end of the day.
I havent met a woman who put me through the trenches before giving me her all. Women are clearly more emotional then men, and thats cool I respect that. But women also continue to fall into the same shit over and over because of their emotions. Lovin before love is actually there. And thats not directed to ANYONE. So please dont think so. Please, dont anyone take this personal. None of this is personal. Im just speakin my mind. But yeah... I say this all the time. If people realized that the person your involved with is just a WANT and not a NEED. This would flow easier. I dont need a woman. Not at all. I just want one. Because I feel Im ready for one. But Im also in it to win it. I want my next girl to be my last girl. No matter if I start dating her tomorrow, or next year or 4 years from now.
If I cant see a future with you, I will no longer make any attempts at anything other then sex or casually dating you. No longer will I "sell a bitch a dream", as Pooh says I do lol. Anyway, Im dead ass serious... I want a career relationship, one that I can enjoy doing everyday for the rest of my years. Not a dead end job relationship, where Im dreadin your face after 6 months and I jus want out but end up wasting a year or two, tryna find me....
Im filled with complex simplicity lol.
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you have been saying this for a while now. i think that's why it's so hard for people to believe. you've been saying it for so long that it doesn't mean anything anymore. If McDonalds kept saying they'd validate these coupons and then you go up to them with these coupons and they say "nah, we're not ready to accept those yet, check the date" you'd stop going to McDonalds.
ReplyDeleteI stopped shopping at your store because it was like "damn, I'm going all out of my way just to get to this damn place and when I get here he's not even selling what I thought he was advertising." Well who the hell is your target consumer and are you sure you're advertising what you're willing to sell?
see... thats why i love u lol. the Elaine to my Jerry lol. I dont kno if u meant for ur response to be funny(knowing you, u did), but I appreciate it and that whole stopped shoppin at my store shit brought a smile to my face. Not havin the greatest day.
ReplyDeleteis it weird that that brought a smile to my face? i didnt think of that lol.
ReplyDeletekinda fucked up. but it's okay
ReplyDeletelol! he doesnt have a target customer!
ReplyDeletewith thos being written. you have to understand. that ur target customer is yourself. when ur sellin you and or someone to share your life with you gotta cut the bullshit. u saying u want a girl but u doin the same "i aint shit bullshit" once u stop bullshitin ur self and truly get real abt the shit you do and or dont do and or leave the trash bags alone. then ur blessing will come..
I promise..
PoOHH.