Moving On

I didnt get much for xmas, but thats cool... I dont need much. Im just happy to be in a position where I can still see my family. I heard some news today that... Im still not sure how to feel about. Im happy for her and wish her the best is all Im saying. And thats true shit. It kinda wiped away my delusions a bit lol. But anyway, moving on... I feel like my last 2 posts were heavy, so Im makin this light. I dont really have much to say this time around anyway. Im just sittin around at 5am again, listenin to Freeway. Usually when I blog I listen to some type of mood music. Not the Joe Budden kind, just music that fuels my mood. Right now, Im just anxious. I guess... Idk why tho. Its my best man's birthday today. The big 2-1. Bout time... I find myself thinking about my future a lot nowadays. And where I wanna be in 5 years time. Im not gettin any younger. And my back will not allow me to continue the type of work Im doing for much longer. So Im lookin elsewhere. But could you honestly imagine me sitting behind a desk? For a living? I cant... Which is why, somethin gotta pop off soon lol. It sucks, cuz I use my back for a lot lmao. Damn near everything... Fuck that, I refuse to let it effect me in other areas of my personal life if u know what I mean lol. I cant blow a back out with my back out lol.

I think thats all for now lol.