she rockin that thang like...

Girl, Im in love with you, baby, and I wanted to know/If you'd be my main course, cuz I dont want you to go/...

Thats my own version lol. The original lyrics to that song are "Girl I'm in love with you baby.And I want you to know.That I'm hooked on your body.And I'm trying to be your's."...

I tried to write my own version, but got tired lol. I just like that part that I made and the hook. Im sittin here listenin to mad, ummm mood music I guess. Plus this top-shelf is uber. Its makin my stomach rumble like crazy tho, but whateva. I felt like vibin for a minute, and I didnt feel like talkin on the phone anymore... By the by... I ABSOLUTELY HATE TALKING ON THE PHONE TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. Like why the fuck are you calling me to hear me breathe!? Get a life! Or go hear some other breathing technique. So annoying. "Get in, get out, thats an OG classic"... Meanin, say what you have to then get the eff of my jack. People wonder why I dont call, its because you have nothing to say or at least nothing I wanna hear. I only call people I enjoy talking too, or for business. Other then that, my phone is annoying.Anyway, I overhear my sister's computer upstairs playing "Lions, Tigers, and Bears"... So Im gonna go listen to it as well. I freakin love that shit. I start community service today. I wonder how it will be. Im not gettin dressed up, cuz that attracts all the wrong attention and I dont want any anyway. I just wanna serve my time then get the fuck out.I wish I lived by myself. Or at least had my own place. Like seriously... I think Im a huge freak, like deep down inside. Cuz Im open to trying new shit, just no gay stuff. I love only ladies. And I dont want any girl or body for that matter comin near my asshole lmao. NOW THATS NASTY lol. Its crazy cuz Im dead ass serious... No girl will ever leave me because she isnt satisfied behind closed doors. If she does, she isnt the type of lady I want anyway. I havent even done it all, but Ive done a lot. I am a sexual being. I can not help it. I LOVE sex. I think my parents had to be huge ass freaks back when they were doin the do, cuz I love it way more then most people. I love watching it, doing it, learning it... Whatever. Im trying to tone done my talk about it beyond closed doors, but its a process. Whateva, I lost my point for a minute lol. My whole point with wanting a place of my own, is because some nights... Even though Im always in the mood to do it, I just wanna lay up next to the one I love. Not even have sex. Just lay there, holding her. The warm embrace that you can get off of another human being, during that point, is sometimes the most comforting thing in the world.

Just to be able to kiss the forehead, then hold onto the person your in love with like this will be yall last night together, everynight... Is something I wish I could do. I envy people in successful relationships. Not jealous. Just envious. Having someone to hold when the nights are cold, pressing up against their body. Arms wrapped around them. Smelling the sweet, delicious scent coming from their hair and body wash. Caressing their soft skin. Just loving without doing anything. Touch has to be my best sense, next to sight. Fuck that, taste as well. I LOVE THE TASTE lmao. But whateva... I just wish I had that. Wish I could do that. Sometimes, I dont wanna lay in my twin by myself. Like tonight... oh well...

side note... Pooh, I cant recall ya friend's name from the night we all went to the beach right now, but I started listenin to Wale. And I like what I hear. I kno u told me about him as well, but still... I just remember ya homeboy tellin me some shit about him as well.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh went the lion