Conscience Call...

This is just an excerpt from a song/poem thing that Im writing...

"In the back of my mind, I hear my conscience call/So I answer & listen, hopin 1 day I can let the nonsense fall/Got it all backwards, I love life, but lustin for love/Im jumpin out the window, no Browz, just a push and a shove/Everyday is a repeat, cuz the world is filled wit women to woo/But whats important, is what these women mean to you"

Thats the hook... I think. Im still not sure yet. Either way, you like? Im still writing the rest. Mattas fact, Ive been writing like crazy lately. Short stories, poems, and I dont wanna call them songs... But songs lol. I dont know why. Main subjects are: religion, love, and making love. All things I would like to say Im familiar with. I have had a huge conflict with my religious beliefs over the years, and at times... It still peaks its head out. I believe in God... 99% of the time. That 1% tho, is a pain in the arse. Cuz I cant get rid of it. I think A LOT. Way more then I let on. I keep a ton of shit to myself. People think Im some type of chronic asshole... That very well may be true. But I try not to care about what other people think. "Only God can judge me, so Im gone/Either love me, or leave me alone" lol. God and my family.

Speaking of family, Im trying to design a family crest lol. I told my dad he should get a tattoo and he said "nah, I dont think so"... I said "what if I designed a family crest and we all got the same one?"... He said "ill think about it"... He cant turn me down once I show up wit a O'Neal family crest tattooed on me lol. He has to go get it. My mom doesnt have one either. My folks are such squares sometimes lol. But they had to be big ass freaks back when they were doin the do. Cuz they made me, and I love doin the do and bein freaky wit it lmao. It has to be in the genes! Anywhoo HAWWWWWWWWWW, GOT YOU ALL IN CHECK! lmao

Im outtee 5000...

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