no jumping for me... yet

I fuckin love, "So Far Gone"... Drake should've definately charged for this entire cd. I would've purchased the heck out of it. I heard one of the best quotes ever, "Never ask for permission, just ask for forgiveness"... True shit. Live life...

So she went to thinking again, and asked me "why are we not together?"... While I have an answer... I dont have an answer. Like I said before, I cant see myself marrying her... Yet. Not to say she isnt marriage material, Im just not sure she is for me... Yet. Sure, whats goin on between us now is great. But whose to say that it will be the same once those effin tags are attached. I already feel like we go together, just not officially. Yeah, I look at other broads still... I even get a number every now and then, just cuz. I dont call them, I just get their numbers for the fun of it. Just to know that I can, I guess. Im a trip... She knows I do it. She even dared me to do it one time in front of her. I bitched out for a second like "this is a joke, right?"... She said "nah, I wanna see how u do it"... I laughed, then proceeded to do it lmao. Wasnt successful, cuz the girl kept lookin at "my special friend" and wonderin who she was lol. Oh well...

Geezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Life is so hard sometimes. Why did anybody let me grow my hair out like that!? lol... I swore I was a sight to see. Fuck that, I have to stay with a haircut. It does so much for my ego lol. Damn, I wanna kill that giant... But the David in me, feels like we wouldnt be Ry with out that Goliath.

And Pooh, I had a great valentine's day with you babe. Thank you... Even though I spent entirely more then I intended that night, I enjoyed the hell outta myself. And NO, I have not called the girl who I fell in love with in the club lmao. I keep lookin at her number, and cant bring myself to delete it yet lol. Its crazy, cuz I know I would never date her, she is entirely tooooo hood for me and as we all know, Im not hood 1 bit. I mean, shitttt... I wear cardigans and shit. Gangstas dont wear ties(unless their Italian lol). But I do fuckin love her high yellow skin covered in tattoos. Like all over? What the hell... I had to just get her number tho. Tatts on her chest and all over her arms.... I fell in love lol. You might have to delete her number for me, cuz if I keep it any longer Ima end up doin somethin or someone for that matter lmao. And I want more then just sex nowadays... I think lol

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Good day, mortals.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh went the lion...